It's Good To Be Alive!

Today I am getting back to walking.
And it feels like BLISS!
I have awakened.
No more going back to sleep.
No more blaming others.
No more regrets and beating myself up for past mistakes.
No more being unforgiving to those who have hurt me in the past.
What's done is done, there is no going back.
Every day I am more awake and aware.
I am finding that I'm worth fighting for.
I'm finding that I must go after what I need because nobody is going to bring it to me or see what I need.
It's up to me.
Thank God He woke me up and made me aware of this life He's given me.
It is a waste to live my life just going through the motions.
Life is about making mindful decisions.
It is about not just going with the flow.
I must fight for what I want.
I must change what needs changing.
I cannot be hurt if I don't allow it.
Even when people mean to hurt me, if I don't take it how they mean it, and don't let if affect me, I cannot be hurt.
Oh sure, they can beat me and kick me and even kill me...
But the personal stuff like attitudes and gossip and laughing at me making me feel depressed and sad...
it's my mind and I don't have to allow it to change my emotions.
I am able to determine what I let get to me and what I don't allow.
It's all in my mind.
If I am still alive, it's a good day.
Every day is from God, and everything from God is good.
It's all in our perspective.
And oh, it is GREAT to be ALIVE!!!
=)