He IS

Omniscient deity,

Maker of everything,

Ruler of All,

and still closer,

more intimate

than my own heart beat.

You give us breath,

and yet You take mine away.

Lion and Lamb.

Untold power beyond our understanding,

lying helpless as a baby in a manger.

Creator and Sacrifice.

Supreme ruler of the universe,

and Lover of my soul.

You hold the universe in the palm of Your hand,

and yet pursue me with the gentleness

of a whispering breeze.

Wisdom and folly.

Armageddon and grace.

Blessed Redeemer,

and the least of these...

Eternity

and the blink of an eye.

God of fire and brimstone,

yet You patiently grew

the Tree of Calvary.

A pillar of smoke by day and fire by night,

and broken as the bread of life.

You are the Way the Truth the Life

and yet a choice we may make on our own.

Judgement and Mercy.

Finality and a new beginning.

I find You waiting in the garden...

Hound of Heaven, nose to the ground

following my every step.

Wherever I go, You know.

I can make no movement that You do not see.

I can hide no sin.

No deed.

No thought.

And despite my denial thrice,

You love me all the more.

You forgive me.

You die on the cross and pay the price.

All of your blood,

all of your tears,

all of your life.

Eternal paradox.

Suspended between earth and heaven.

Eden's debt finally paid.

I've never seen Your face as it was when You walked upon earth's common ground,

and yet I see You in the faces and eyes and lives of everyone around me.

You hold all prior generations in Your heavens, great numbers of people, so many I cannot count,

and yet You know me

and You call me by my name.

Your mystery ever deepens.

I am washed away in the great ocean of Your love.

Though I am found and saved,
I am lost in You again.

Children of Dust

Dust.
We are a people, a race of dust.
Formed from the ground.
Sprung from the dirt.
Crafted of clay.
Who are we that You O God are mindful of us?
We are tiny particles of earth.
Ground bits of rock and dirt.
Grains of sand and no more.
Without Your spirit, Your Life breathed into us, we are gravel on the ground.
Unable to move. Unable to grow.
We cannot see, feel, hear, smell, taste or touch
Unable to do anything but lie there.
Wisdom laughs thinking of us, each believing how amazing we are as humans.
And yet, we are a bunch of rock heads.
Our heads are full of rocks.
Our knowledge full of sand and dirt.
Without You we are clay formations, lifeless clay masks, hollow inside, no life in us.
We may be painted bright and beautiful or strange and odd....
but it is paint on the clay and no more.
Without Your breath of life within, we are carcasses simply waiting to be turned back into dirt.
We are but a vapor.
A borrowed breath from Heaven.
A flower or blade of grass which lives but today and tomorrow is gone.
Bits of dust blowing in the wind.
Sand upon a shore to be washed here and there by the tide.
Who are we that You are mindful of us?
Without You as our rock upon which we are built and fastened, we are doomed to be no more.
But You have called the Rock on which You would build Your church.
And if we are part of that church, we must also be living stones.
I am reminded of stones as means to build Your altars.
You were also called the Rock that the builders rejected which would be the cornerstone of a whole new world.
And there's no forgetting the use of stones in the punishment of those sentenced to die.
Stoning.
To stand and throw rocks at another until they died of trauma and blood loss.
Barbaric.
I think of the woman dragged out of her sin and into the middle of the other waiting men there in front of You...
They all wanted to see You stone her.
They wanted it enough they all picked up stones in their hands to kill that woman.
We want BLOOD!
She is WRONG!
And oddly enough, the stones remind me of the words we use to throw at one another...
sticks and stones may break our bones...
Words aimed like large and small rocks and stones, hurled through the air to strike and cause the most damning punishment.
Let us KILL the other because they are WRONG!
And yet... to the side You knelt, squatting on the ground, as though You didn't hear them, and You took Your finger and wrote in the dust.
Much like when we were formed... children of dust, demanding justice when we all deserved only death.
They questioned and questioned until at last You stood up and spoke,

"Let those who are without sin cast the first stone."
You, offering to give them Your right, for You alone had no sin.
But none of them could match You.
Each one thought of his own sin, dropped his rock, turned and left.
Profound.
The ultimate rock thrown back.
The precise word aimed at each heart.
You knew.
Took aim.
Threw the stone exactly where it needed to land.
Convicted.
Then You turned back to the dust on the ground and used Your Holy fingers which created us to write in the dust again.
And as they left, You got up again and asked the woman where were the other men to accuse her.
She looked around and there were none but You.
You aimed true at her heart and said, Neither do I condemn you. Go and stop sinning.

Aim your Words at me, Lord. 
I know they will strike true.
Cut away all that is dead and lifeless and not Yours.
Leave only what grows from You.
Let nothing remain of my old rock-headed stubbornness

Break me apart as I fall upon You.
Your words are power.
You gave us language.
You made words for a use and a purpose.
We are unable to speak without Your breath.
Without Your life breathed into us, we are lifeless.
Unseeing.
Unknowing.
Unspeaking.
Unable to move.
Unbreathing.
Unable to be more than dust outside of You.
Lord God, who are we and Great are You.

Hands of God

Fingers that formed the earth
and made mankind
wrote the commandments in the tablets of stone
formed the writing on the wall
gave sight to the blind man
touched the sick and made them well
grabbed the hand of Peter as he sank like a stone
placed Your hands on the children and blessed them

 

 

You lifted Your hands to heaven and blessed us

broke the fish and loaves in Your hands
drove the thieves out of the temple with a cord
You write in the dust.
You hold no stone in hand.
You allow Yourself taken by the rough hands of mankind
and You stretch out Your arms

as Your hands are nailed to the cross.
pierced
torn
scarred forever
while our names are carved into Your hands
to bring healing and freedom to a world lost and afflicted

Hands of Love

stretched out forever

to all who come.

 

Rocks Cry Out

Alas...

Our unhallowed form...

Children of dust.

Eyes of clay which cannot see.
Mouths mute.
Hands and feet unmoving.
Breathe Your life into us again.
Lord, make these stones live.

Satan tempts...
You don't have to be hungry, turn these stones to bread.
Jump down from here and angels will not let You strike Your foot against a stone.
Come with me to the mountain top, the highest stone,
look at all beneath You here...
I'll give you the whole earth...

But it wasn't common earth the Creator wanted.
Though His commandments were first written in the stone,
He wished them to be written on our hearts.
Flesh and blood.
Living earth.
Clay come to life.
God inside the living stones.
Upon this rock I will build my church.

And the rocks cry out.
Our blood cries to You from the very ground.
The Sacrifice bleeds upon the rocks.
The stone is rolled away,
and at last we are accepted.

Our stony hearts come to life in You.

 

Common Ground

Mud and clay
dust and dirt
soil and rock
tablets of stone
our lives in earth forever formed

from earth we were made
created from the dust
life breathed into clay statues

rocks in our hands
we are ready to stone
we cannot see love with dust in our eyes

Unseeing until Your fingers places mud upon our eyes.
You write in the dust,
and we find redemption.
Forgiveness hits home.
Grace sinks in.

 

feet of clay

we stumble and fall

our solid rock

please steady us all

You form the worlds

fashion us from the earth

write love and protection to us in tables of stone

You are our cornerstone

the building block

on this rock You build your church

living stones

altars of sacrifice

this temple will be destroyed

not one stone will be left standing upon another

bricks have fallen but we will rebuild with hand-cut stones

Jacob and his pillow of stone

night and day among the tombs we cry and cut ourselves with stones

we will be broken upon you

or crushed underneath

let us not worship graven images

help us rebuild the wall with new stones

let not Thy seed fall upon our stony ground

alas... our blindness...

eyes of clay which cannot see

mouths mute

hands and feet unmoving

breathe Your life into us again

make these stones live